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hi i'm 18 now and this is all just crap life turns out just fine chill out all of the 0 viewers

I don't know.

I’ll only know I love her when I let her go is what I thought. I realised too early in life and fell where I never wanted to. It brings happiness, and oh loads of it. But, takes away so much, so much that you’ll never get back. I’m quite a hypocrite I feel, last night I was thinking how it’s stupid to get into something like this so early in life and now I’ve got my hands dirty in it and really can’t find a way to wash them off however hard I try.  I could really use a wish right now and go back to the fairytale I was living in, the one without all this, the one in which I was happy. But didn’t I choose this life? Wasn’t I the one who got into this and ruined it all for myself, I hit myself, suicidal.

The hard possibility of events.

We had just started talking but she could make me happy.

She seemed was like water to me, cooling me off whenever my anger burst into flames.He was like sunshine brightening up this dark place full of loneliness.I don’t see her more than a friend but I see her as a friend who would travel with me till the end of world and back just so that we could study the geography of the world.

It's just the start.

How do I start? It’s like a shockwave of thoughts I want to put down. The thing is, I have no clue as to how to go about it. Let’s start of by who I am, but does that really matter? After all to most part of the seven billion I’m non-existent. They say that the world is shrinking and I wouldn’t agree, to be honest, I couldn’t agree. It just keeps getting larger day by day, every minute of the clock. It just keeps getting more virtual than real and that sort of troubles me and that’s funny considering I’m a teenager myself sitting in front of my desk on my computer typing this out. I mean who would write when you can type? And then there’s this other thing called relationships which are very, very troublesome. Agreed, you really like your partner, maybe love but does that mean you spend most of your time thinking about them, dreaming? People and I include myself think it does. I think I have split personality, not important! Moving on, there’s so much more to life then the two mentioned above. Something called family. Where you entered this world and most probably where you will leave too. They say a family is where the heart belongs but we all tend to often forget that and move on with life leaving the most important part to our life behind. Letting it rot sometimes, surely not taking care of it and I believe that isn’t right. Then they talk of taking it to the next level not realising how high the cliff they’re jumping off is. The next gen, again, including me has been shown a very wrong path indeed and no on is to be blamed other than themselves. I may sound like quite a hypocrite but all this is what comes to my mind when I think about all the things I’ve done and the life that awaits me. My past of a mere sixteen years is done and dusted but the life ahead is what I have to make, make it look like a dream, make it seem impossible, and that’s totally in my hands and yours if you think the same. It’s us who has to create it, add those special moments, and not to forget the heartbreaks. There will be a lot of both, the point is to cherish those close to your heart and get up if you fall because that’s what life’s all about. Falling down and getting up. Cheers!